Sunday, April 13, 2014


Brave and selfless
But at what cost?
One for one, on paper
An even trade
But selfishness kills
The raising of the dead


Reflections into endless space,
Infinity in the vastness of the ground,
A drop so deep you would not cease to scream,
Within a drop of mirrors all around.

Random Thoughts and the Sharing Of

Have you ever had a random thought and just HAD to share it with someone? I just did, but even in this day of social media there wasn't anywhere that i felt I could post it. I didn't want to put it on Facebook as my mum's on there and the subject matter is not the most family friendly. Tumblr doesn't seem like a good fit either as I see tumblr as more of a pretty picture and quotes kind of place. I'm not on Twitter, but the same thing applies as to Facebook for some part, it's just SO public and by the time I could tell someone face-to-face tomorrow, the observation is no longer fresh and there is no longer the same need to share it.

I guess no-one really needs to know that I opened a new box of tampons and was reminded of a box of ammunition, oh well.


Friday, May 24, 2013


So I've not been on here for a while and I was just stopping by. Just spent the evening having a drink with a guy from work, who I see every day. I like him,a lot. I don't know how he feels about me and I'm worried about telling him how I feel as it would/could make work pretty awkward if he doesn't feel the same. I took him out for a drink tonight as it was his birthday this Monday but really I just wanted to go out with him. I was slightly worried that we wouldn't have anything to talk about but we get on so well and we talked for a couple of hours until he had to go. The foam of beer on his top lip when he takes a drink is so adorable, even before I was tipsy, I don't know what to do with myself. I really think know I like-like him but I'm not entirely sure how to ask him out.

Aargh, help!

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Another Time, Another Place

Good news everyone! I have finally managed to find a new job with a major pharmaceutical research company which I started on Monday! Yesterday I was invited along to a staff night out which was great fun with only one thing to complain about. There was this guy, let's call him Engelbert, and he seemed like a perfectly nice guy. We chatted some and seemed to be getting on well and he asked me out. Now, I have never had a boyfriend so this was quite a big thing for me but after thinking about it I figured I was not attracted to him and tried to let him down gently. I thought that would be it and that we could be friends but throughout the night he continued to pester me to go out with him, no matter how many times I said no. Maybe if he had left it after the first time of asking, got to know me a bit better, maybe asked me again later I might have said yes but now ... now he feels creepy and a little scary and I don't know if I could even be friends with him now.

First time. First time I'm asked out and he turns out to be a weirdo. Figures.

Saturday, January 5, 2013

The Best

Tonight I watched The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel (for the elderly and beautiful). There hasn't been much hype about it but it is really, really good. The actors all work together brilliantly against the stunning backdrop of India with any number of quotable lines. 5/5 Only one thing, it will make you want to travel to India and discover the riotous colours and sights for yourself.


Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Seasons Greetings

I hope everyone had a good Christmas and that the year ahead is filled with the best it can offer. Happy New year and goodnight from this slightly tipsy blogger.